HOLY MAMA QUEEN OF COWS I ALMOST LAUGHED MY HEAD OFF AND I COULD'VE BEEN ARRESTED BY A POLICE IN FRONT OF ME FOR IMPOSTERING A MENTAL PATIENT.

OK HAHA IF U WANNA NOE WHAT HAPPENED HERE IT IS:

One horrid day of missing the inter-CCA games, I was coming back from the "oh-so-delightful" Jurong. While getting off the public bus, I crossed the wonderful bridge filled with burning sunlight radiating through my thick dark blue track pants.

As I walked with caution off the bridge on the slope, I realised there was a small boy looking at me. He looked so much like he was in Kindergarten 2. Which is also at the age of 6. I was wondering "Hm... What is such a small boy doing at the bus-stop all alone? Doesn't he have to be with his parents at such a delicate age?!" And I realised, the bag he was wearing looked seemingly familiar.

Alas, IT WAS MY CATHHECISM (Sunday Class) CLASSMATE WHO IS THE SAME AGE AS ME!

I was shocked!

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Because of this, it leads us back to our "femine" introduction of "HOLY MAMA QUEEN OF COWS I ALMOST LAUGHED MY HEAD OFF AND I COULD'VE BEEN ARRESTED BY A POLICE IN FRONT OF ME FOR IMPOSTERING A MENTAL PATIENT."

I turned in the other direction and you knw what happens

Today was a very, very, very... stupid day...

i hate you.

AHAHAHAH IM SO HAPPY cos i finally know how to make a curry-puff hairdo :D

But my stupid fringe keeps dropping down at the side which RUINS IT ALL!!! D:

Urgh :(

Oh well :) At least I know how to make it now :D

And I have discovered a new hairclip! !

I used a pendant that dropped from a necklace and put it through the pin in a hair pin. SMART EH? :D

The pendant is like.. Dangling there which is really pretty :D PRETTAY! :D

The pendant is like this white and light blue sea shell .. It's really PRETTAY! :D

I have also found a new favourite song~ :D

HEARTBEAT ~ STERO SKYLINE

Ehehehe MY CEILING IS FINALLY FIXED! SO NOW I WON'T HAVE TO PEE IN FEAR THAT RATS WILL DROP FROM THE CEILING! :D

Ahahah that was random oh well BYE :D

ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH :(

PEOPLE HAVE BEEN PISSING ME OFF.

Especially from those companies coming to our homes to fix stuff. They always take so much of our own time. So wasted. And because of them.

The kitchen tap and my toilet water heater has been leaking since more than 1 month ago. My dad still hasn't called them.

There's a GIANT hole in my toilet ceiling.

I can't use the heater in my toilet.

When I turn the tap to the hot side, nothing comes out.

Same for my sink.

The water heater was switched off.

Everytime I try to go into my balcony, I end up stepping on a huge puddle of water.

This post is gonna be related to the one bout the air-con guy. Urgh.. How I hate the air-con guys... They were so damn messy. When I INNOCENTLY went to use my computer, I HAPPENED TO STEP ON A SCREW. AND IT HURT. A LOT. DAMN THOSE MOTHER FUCKERS. Argh usually I don't speak in this language but who gives a bloody damn. And they took 3 FUCKING HOURS JUST TO GET THE FUCKING AIR-CON FIXED. And it was just bloody leaking.

Fuck them

Screw them

Shit them

AHAHAHAHA im bored and i feel like dying. NO I DONT. i just feel bored. going out for dinner tonight. LALALA! OHMYGAWD!!! I FORGOT WHAT I WANTED TO SAY!! SH*T. JUST JK. :D URGH. oh when i was watching womens 100M race, the singaporean was effing fast and got 4th place! WOAH FAST ! @_@ and FEEEEEESH. i am bored. i need to go pee now. so go away. O_O''

No idea if this is even allowed. But I post it cos it sounds nice. And INSPIRING.

"Hi, Mommy. I'm your baby. You don't know me yet, I'm only a few weeks old. You're going to find out about me soon, though, I promise. Let me tell you some things about me. My name is John, and I've got beautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don't have it yet, but I will when I'm born. I'm going to be your only child, and you'll call me your one and only. I'm going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we have each other. We'll help each other, and love each other. I want to be a doctor when I grow up.

You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn't wait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I know it already.

Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about me! ...He wasn't happy, Mommy. He kind of got angry. I don't think that you noticed, but he did. He started to talk about something called wedlock, and money, and bills, and stuff I don't think I understand yet. You were still happy, though, so it was okay. Then he did something scary, Mommy. He hit you. I could feel you fall backward, and your hands flying up to protect me. I was okay... but I was very sad for you. You were crying then, Mommy. That's a sound I don't like. It doesn't make me feel good. It made me cry, too. He said sorry after, and he hugged you again. You forgave him, Mommy, but I'm not sure if I do. It wasn't right. You say he loves you... why would he hurt you? I don't like it, Mommy.

Finally, you can see me! Your stomach is a little bit bigger, and you're so proud of me! You went out with your mommy to buy new clothes, and you were so so so happy. You sing to me, too. You have the most beautiful voice in the whole wide world. When you sing is when I'm happiest. And you talk to me, and I feel safe. So safe. You just wait and see, Mommy. When I am born I will be perfect just for you. I will make you proud, and I will love you with all of my heart.

I can move my hands and feet now, Mommy. I do it because you put your hands on your belly to feel me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I love you, Mommy.

Daddy came to see you today, Mommy. I got really scared. He was acting funny and he wasn't talking right. He said he didn't want you. I don't know why, but that's what he said. And he hit you again. I got angry, Mommy. When I grow up I promise I won't let you get hurt! I promise to protect you. Daddy is bad. I don't care if you think that he is a good person, I think he's bad. But he hit you, and he said he didn't want us. He doesn't like me. Why doesn't he like me, Mommy?

You didn't talk to me tonight, Mommy. Is everything okay?

It's been three days since you saw Daddy. You haven't talked to me or touched me or anything since that. Don't you still love me, Mommy? I still love you. I think you feel sad. The only time I feel you is when you sleep. You sleep funny, kind of curled up on your side. And you hug me with your arms, and I feel safe and warm again. Why don't you do that when you're awake, any more?

I'm 21 weeks old today, Mommy. Aren't you proud of me? We're going somewhere today, and it's somewhere new. I'm excited. It looks like a hospital, too. I want to be a doctor when I grow up, Mommy. Did I tell you that? I hope you're as excited as I am. I can't wait.

...Mommy, I'm getting scared. Your heart is still beating, but I don't know what you are thinking. The doctor is talking to you. I think something's going to happen soon. I'm really, really, really scared, Mommy. Please tell me you love me. Then I will feel safe again. I love you!

Mommy, what are they doing to me!? It hurts! Please make them stop! It feels bad! Please, Mommy, please please help me! Make them stop!

Don't worry Mommy, I'm safe. I'm in heaven with the angels now. They told me what you did, and they said it's called an abortion.

Why, Mommy? Why did you do it? Don't you love me any more? Why did you get rid of me? I'm really, really, really sorry if I did something wrong, Mommy. I love you, Mommy! I love you with all of my heart. Why don't you love me? What did I do to deserve what they did to me? I want to live, Mommy! Please! It really, really hurts to see you not care about me, and not talk to me. Didn't I love you enough? Please say you'll keep me, Mommy! I want to live smile and watch the clouds and see your face and grow up and be a doctor. I don't want to be here, I want you to love me again! I'm really really really sorry if I did something wrong. I love you!


I love you, Mommy."

So this means:

"Every abortion is just…

One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak."

EHEH. I HAVENT WRITTEN IN A LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG TIME. And the air-con guy is like SLACKING OUTSIDE talking and laughing on the damn phone. Eff him. Oh well. My foot hurts 'cos when I wore my flats I walked too much and the internal area of hard cloth had rubbed too much onto the skin of my foot. (CHEEEEM SENTENCE ATTEMPT BUT FAILED.) Who gives a damn. OK. But it hurts so badlyyy... D: ARGH.

I'M HUNGRY. OK I GO GET FOOD NOW

BYE.

NOW GO AWAY O_O''

ehehe POC DINNER WAS A-W-E-S-O-M-E!

Kristal and Jasmine made this drink with 6 slices of lemons and plain water. It was surprisingly nice. BUT KRISTAL SAID IT HAS JASMINE'S SPIT IN IT. THEN SHE SAID SHE WAS JOKING. But I lost my appetite :\ Haha.. Anyway! Later I choked on it then I puked but I swallowed it back :O Then Krsital asked me to drink it again cos that sounded interesting X_X But I DIDN'T :D

And I took many unglam pics of my levelmates >:)

The day before POC dinner was KAISAH'S BIRTHDAY!! :D So we sang Happy Birthday really loudly and this man who no one knows was singing along. Then me and Rochelle were creeped out by him hehe.

"Look at the lights! Aren't they pretty? My favourite one is that one. I mean that one. Isn't the ice cream so delicious on the lights?" HAHA! That was just funny! :P

The peeps at my table: Rochelle, Nicole, Yuk Ling!

Wee it was SUPER fun :D We made this "DELICIOUS" dish.

INGREDIENTS~

Coleslaw (if that's how it's spelt)
French fries
Ice cream (choc and vanilla)
Pepper
Salt
The green leaf thingy
Tomato sauce
Rice
Cheese

Crap I should've took a pic of it so I can remember the others :\

And me and Kristal were just emo-ing :O Then my hair became "boomz"
(Sorry for the "Ris Low-ness". Just no other word to describe)

Argh.. My hand having cramps now! So I guess that's a sign I should stop typing

Kbye :)

After POC dinner 2010, I realise that the greatest ♥s of my life ~ SCRCY

And many many many thanks to Kaisah for the wonderful video! :) And HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
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Actually the first time I watched the video, my computer's speakers couldn't work and it doesn't work well with the earphones :( So the 2nd time I watched it, I felt that I had the greatest levelmates in the whole world ♥

I have also discovered a new song from the video! :) Solo ~ Iyaz. Sounded like Sean Kingston. Made me think it was :\ But when I searched it on youtube I realised it was by Iyaz :D

The video ~ Currently watched 10 times. I AM SO AMAZED BY THE TIMES AND MEMORIES WE HAVE TOGETHER!

I ♥ SCRCY!

TO LIVE BY HONOUR TO SERVE WITH PRIDE

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